hai..we're bk to square 1 again..u told mi u liked mi too...u said we needed time to understand each other better..tt if we were really to be together...u want it to be a long lasting 1...u said u fell 4 mi n u wouldn't miss the chance if we had it...we went out together again..this time to watch a movie n to eat..cared 4 mi so much..wanted to pay 4 my tix..held my hand n caressed it..let mi lie on ur chest with ur arms ard mi..caressed my head..made me feel so loved...den suddenly...u let mi fall...u said tt u onli treat mi as a sis...bk to square 1.. ='( i no u said it early to nt let mi get so hurt...but..i dun wanna be juz a sis...dun u understand?hai...itz my fault really...i shld nvr have fallen n trust u...so stupid of mi...fall so hard..had so much expectations n all of them juz broken so easily..juz like my heart...mayb i'm really nt meant 4 relationships..to other pp...i'll onli b juz a sister..a friend...a brother... ='(

u say u're confused...tt u wish for mi to be happy..but how can i ever be happy?i wish i could be happy too..i'm trying to be...but u're always dere to haunt mi..i'm trying my best...but i juz can't..hai..all is but a facade again...everything is so bittersweet now...i wish i know how to quit u...n mayb sumday i will...but 4 now...i will juz try to move on...