oh man...wat is happening?!i tot u onli treated mi as a sis?!but how can u explain all those things u did today?those small little actions...those big ones..argh!!u're making mi confused!!if u din like mi den will u do such things??is tt how u treat all ur close female friends?i'm so freaking confused!i wish i could mind read n know what the hell u were thinking at those times...i want it to be real...i really wanna believe it's true..tt u have feelings for mi too...i really want it to be real..to be true...coz no1 has ever made me feel this way since rx...since rx!omg...u really mean a lot...i dun wanna get hurt...i dun wanna think so much...so plz...enlighten me...dun act so nonchalant about everything...everything tt u do..tt we did is playing bk in my mind nw...i juz can't seem to erase them...at those moments...i juz want to b like tt forever...i won mind...at least at tt moment...u r with mi...but now...i wanna no...i really wanna no...let mi no...let mi believe tt it is true..cox i want u..n i hope u want mi too..

=)

u like mi?u like mi nt?

i like u =)

whahaha...i'm high!u make mi wanna...haha...u're leading mi on...or mayb i'm thinking too much..but hu cares?i'm loving it!ha =D

i amaze myself.so did you.u made mi so sad at 1 moment n made mi so happy at another...is this the feeling tt i yearn?mayb u'll nvr no my feelings 4 u..u promised mi..it'd better nt b an empty promise..i gave my trust to u..dun shatter it..dun shatter my dream...nvr let it end...nvr let mi wake..the powers u hold against mi r juz too huge to be ignored...u control my heart..my soul...my emotions...i can nvr be the same again...

i'm a person hu nids attention n care.period.loads of them.n it juz sucks when i dun get ani of them frm u at all..nt even a bit...can't u be a little more understanding?a little more caring?ttz all i ask 4...care 4 mi juz a little more n i'll die happy...be a little more sensitive to my needs?to my feelings?mayb i think too much...mayb this is really all heading no where...i dunno y m i so stupid to cry 4 u...i'm falling..fast n hard...but i can't...i'm nt supposed to...i nid sumbody to help mi..save me...

get out of my life...stop telling mi all those things tt u dun mean..i wun trust in u animore...nvr will i let u hurt mi again..once bitten twice shy...it was u hu din no how to treasure mi last time..i nvr gave up till u did..nw u want it all back when after i've moved on...wat's the meaning of it?so tt u can hurt mi once more?it'll nvr happen again..u had the chance..u gave it away...n now it can nvr b urs again...

i no we're impossible...but sumwhere deep inside mi..there's this part of mi hu yearns to be with u..but sum how..there r too many obstacles in the way...r we meant to b together?hai...onli time will tell..but 4 the time being..plz dun lead mi on..the higher the hopes the higher the disappointment...

mayb i think too much..but u're filling up my head...but we're impossible...mayb i shld tell u how i feel?i dunno..i hope u feel the same way...i dun wanna be a small ger in ur heart..hai...mayb after this period ba...mayb i will...time will tell..

wth...i'm invisible!!crap...if u wan it to be this way den fine..ugh..

=D