come on!i've made up my mind...2 oso dun wan!!i'm going to listen to ah mu!haha...no la...is i long ago think alr...hai...i'm going to b les!haha...singlehood still suits me best...my prince charming is mi! =)

come on...this is getting more n more shitty..help!!!!!wei yang sort of asked mi to wait 4 him..he said tt he still likes mi alot...n he nvr change heart b4 since the day we break n he's going t prove it to mi......omg...shit man....wat m i supposed to do?!des oso day he'll reflect n prove to mi tt he can do it...oh shit man...stop proving to mi!!argh!!!help!!!

but des is givin mi pressure without knowing it because of the things n way he said...wei yang st least no pressure...shit man...my world is so screwed up....I m so screwed up...

shit....i'm so screwed up...i cannot even understand myself...wtf...i dun wanna hurt his feelings...i really don't but somehow...i juz dun feel right...maybe i shld stop it now b4 he gets hurt even further...i think i shld...i can't seem to listen to myself...my heart doesn't listen to me animore...every time weiyang comes to talk to mi...whether online or nt...my heart juz skips a beat n i dunno wat to say to him....i guess...things will nvr b the same again...hai...i shld juz tell desmond tt i want it to stop nw b4 he gets hurt...i shld juz sort out my feelings 1st...i'm so sorry....i can't help but hate myself nw...i'm such a bitch.....ugh....