ahhhhh!!!!!!cute si le!haha...din expect to c him in stadium!haha...was running my last lap den suddenly gt sum1 frm behind ask mi jia you...den i turn bk n c is chen thong!haha!yes!haha... =D den i suddenly gt the power to run faster ah...haha...yeah!haha...i damn high no!haha...den i sit dere c him run...wha...shuai...haha...den i found out tt he stay in tp lor 3 n blk 97 den everydae oso go run...den thurs i go run again c him dere den i damn high oso...haha! =D yeah yeah!i damn high....lalala!

my nic is addressed to him n i'm sure he nos...i juz feel like crying out now...hai....but no shoulder to lean on...hai..i really nid a shoulder no..hai..

hai...today....rx came bk to band....avoided my eye contact n din say anything to mi...like the past...so i din say anything too...but once he open his mouth to tok 2 mi...he picks on mi...just like in the past....den wat 4 u speak to mi?i'd rather u nt...i'd rather hav silence n preserve the good memories rather than u open ur mouth n the bad memories cum flooding bk...hai...i hate myself...seriously...y can't u juz treat mi better by a bit?juz a bit n tt'll be enuff...is tt too much to ask?i dunno...mayb u juz hate the sight of mi...den...i'm sorry to make ur life so miserable...i juz dun understand...ttz all...isn't there like 1 small tini part of u tt juz wants to treat mi better?juz 1 small part?hai....i hope u do...coz i do...i really wan to hav a normal conversation with u...u no...juz a friendly chat...without ur critics thank u v much...hai...i dunno...i guess...i'm juz sum1 u take ur fustrations out on rite?hai...suan le ba...hai...nxt time...juz dun tok 2 mi k?i dun c y u can tok to others without saying them but when u tok 2 mi u juz keep on picking on mi...hai..i loved u but all i get frm u is critics n sacrasam...i juz dunno wat to do anymore...hai...i guess the past is still haunting mi...y can't u juz treat mi like u used to do when we 1st started out?hai...i loved u so much...but u broke my heart badly...hai...argh...i juz dunno animore...i tot i got over u...i tot i cld move on...yes..indeed i hav loads of crushes...but wat r crushes compared to u?all is juz a distraction...hai...i dunno!argh...sum1 slap mi...i no u're with her now...i wish u to b happy n i guess....i still love u...hai...i nvr gt over u.... ='(

i tell u all arh!wha piang...i really like guys when thry're in serious tots or when doing sumthing seriously..haha...on fri bread was during his duties 4 his cca...whahah...den arh...damn attractive no...haha...i juz like the way he does things so seriously la...n he was sweating..haha.. =P den no matter wear his no wat uniform oso so shuai...haha...his uniform really carry his physique well sia..haha... =P shall nt go on..later i too high alr...cannot do anything..haha...